Betrayed

I thought I knew what the word meant. You know, when you were a kid and your friend decides to tell the entire class who you have a crush on. It feels like your whole world is crashing down and crumbling into a million pieces. It's as though you're never going to pick up the pieces of your small world that has now been shattered.
That's kind of how I'm feeling right now. Only my world is much bigger and the pieces are that much smaller. It's one thing to have your week ruined, since that's how long elementary school kids attention spans last. It's entirely another to have your own mother be the one who betrays you.